if i woke up and there was a zombie apocalypse going on, i would be fucking scared out of my mind. i think about these things sometimes. i don’t think i could even survive. i might try for a little while. but it’d be hard to deal with.
bright side is The Walking Dead is fucking awesome - even if the Steelers are down by three with three minutes left in the game.
sometimes i wish i had a blog where no one knew who i was and i could write whatever i wanted about whoever i wanted and no one would know who it was about or assume who it was about because they would have no idea it was me writing it.
it’s nice to write in a word document, but it feels…better? to put it out there in the universe. that sounds weird, and it’s hard to explain, but it’s true.
Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final only to get a B in the class when you deserved an A. You give 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%. You're there for your best friend at 3 a.m. when they need it the most & the next day they don't pick up their phone. You give something your all & sometimes get little to nothing back. You care so much about someone who doesn't care enough about you to say hi once in a while. You give someone your time & they give you "sorry, I'm busy". It seems like you're giving everyone everything & they're just walking away with it.
Sadly, it’s been that way before with me. I’m not the type of person that wants to put up with it longer though. If anyone’s gonna be one-sided with me, FINE. But be aware I will defriend that person before they can say “Timmy may you…” lol.
blood capsules are the worst ideas ever. i just encountered them and…no.
they taste horrible and while it was awesome as i was oozing the blood out of my mouth, the awesome ended there. ick. i couldn’t find a tube of fake blood that i liked this year so i settled for those. big mistake. i will definitely be returning to the tubes next year. shew.
also, how hard is it to give away candy? really? my mom suggested jokingly that i go out somewhere and give it to people out of my car but i don’t really want to get arrested tonight. i just want to borrow a child or a house in a good subdivision so i can get some halloween enjoyment.
at this rate, the only enjoyment i have is the Steelers game tonight and then premiere of The Walking Dead on AMC.
my headphone jack just stopped working for some unknown fucking reason and i had to do all this googling bullshit to find some common fixes and i had to update drivers and shit. fucking lame. it’s working now.
i want to go and live in the woods. well, as long as i have protection from bears. and serial killers.
In 1894 a friend of mine shipped as a deck hand on the Steamer Tacoma, Capt. John Davis. They sailed from San Francisco for Hong Kong China. On arriving there he and two others went ashore and got drunk. When they returned the boat was gone.